Dazed and Confused.

                     I feel like I'm always awake, never really sleeping when I'm suppose to. 

                             I can hear, see, and still feel everything as if I were awake. 

                                    The line that borders reality and dreams are a haze.

                                              I walk, dazed and confused.

Anywhere else

     I'm sitting at a coffee shop, on a gloomy Sunday afternoon, thinking of other places I could be at.   When someone asks, if you could go anywhere, where would you go? I could go anywhere if I wanted. But, I often stand in shock, as if I could actually pack up and go. I've always wanted to travel, go to all seven continents. If I had the choice to be anywhere, I'd like to be anywhere near the mountains; I have a need to be in the presence of nature. I admire the beautiful places untouched by man. I call them Virgin Islands. I would love to live somewhere, where there would be a local outdoor market near by, somewhere small with a beautiful scene, where I can run around bare. 

life lesson vol.1

                                  My happiness depends on my decisions, not anyone.
                    To depend on someone else for your happiness is a set up for a disappointment.

                                                           I'm starting to see that now.
                                                             

AM thoughts

     I long for a happiness so genuine that, it fills every battle scar and heals them; a happiness where two AM cries turn into late night drives. I crave for a rush, like most teenagers, I desire adventure. I have a hunger to go beyond this city, to venture into the unknown; to be away from the noise, but be the noise. Don't we all? Like most, we're too afraid to let go of what we have. Our possessions are a part of what's holding us down, keeping us caged in a utopia. Another thing that keeps us from genuine happiness is, and I know this might sound corny, but ourselves. We've heard it all "you are your worst enemy." At first, I didn't really understand the meaning, but I've come to believe that, looking throughout history, human beings are capable of destruction and creation. We have minds that enable us to do anything.  In other words, you have the power to set yourself free. Don't be enthralled by what you see, let go. It might seem easy or very challenging, but it's different for everyone. I think I'm still workin on it.  My lust for life has no boundaries, but to write my stories. 

                                                                     One day